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Mosaic
for the Western North
Carolina AIDS Project
by Glenis Redmond
I remember where I was when the world broke a little more.
Reagan was in command and I was a sophomore passing
Through Bonner Hall my dormitory lobby at Erskine College.
I remember becoming still as the T.V. broadcasted a thing
Called AIDS for the first time. I
remember the news flashing
More fear than fact, I remember how I felt oddly cold,
As the temperature in the room seem to fall like a wounded
Sparrow and the sun seemed siphoned from the sky. Like Lot’s
Wife maybe I should not look back but
the head turns involuntarily
To see how the earth narrowed and fractured in the same way
It did on 4th day of April in 1968, when I heard King was shot.
The same coldness took the air and resided in my bones.
This is the first time I heard the
world break in an irreparable
Way, the first time I witnessed fault lines stretching across
The earth like tainted tributaries. In this divide I have found
The turned head does not render us to pillars of salt, but the
closed
Heart that oxidizes our compassion.
When the heart opens it teaches
The hand how to feed grief with the work of tending to the dead;
Stitching their memories into the fabric of our living. When the
heart
Opens it speaks to the feet and guides their path to make a way
For the millions still living with
class five hurricanes beneath their skin.
As my body ages, with its own version of breaking, it says this is
the way
Of the world; making us and unmaking us daily; leaving us amongst
The rubble to piece our hearts to the work at hand feverish with
mending.
©2008 - Glenis Redmond
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